

lies of lustcupids minion of pain, loves lust of the insane. love me causing my heart strain. stranded on a montain drenched in light, draining me of soul, the archer fires arrows at me, bursting my love with her hate, he pretends not to see, my deeply blue man, stands with his head in the clouds, the dreamer of stars, the stars of my eyes. lost in his own mind, no map for the rescue. she wins him with charm, his past flame, his new name. in the few seconds between asleep and awake, and see her face reflected in his eyes, his heart beats outlies of lust


triviai sit in the empire of consumerism, biding my time until i am free of its time restrictions, stuck listning to the fantasy loves the pre pubisent teens have, as they look at my boyfriend and flirt,trivia
he smiles back at them,
his politness proceeds him greatly.
i have fallen victom to the idea of love, i have trusted hope, i have wronged my heart. he smiles again. they gigle. my stomach turns.
why oh why must i love him, they see him as a romeo to their juliet, and i am their hated compitition, he is mine, he belongs to my heart.  


cacooned mind.i wake up in the cold wet morning,the sun creates small spiders of light acros my floor and vaguely illuminates my room. i close my eyes ignoreing it. i dont want the day to begin. just a few more moments, a few more moments where i can pretend that the world inside my head is the real one. ignore the nightmare. remember the truth i found in my own head, the truth i wanted to believe. just a few more moments of peace. she comes to wake me up. i go to have a shower, i stand there as motionless as posible as the water washs over me. i dont really feel it, im lost in my own world. wrapped up in my own self pity. i wait to be yelled acacooned mind.
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